Today was a good day. I wasn’t feeling well due to female problems, but Matt cheered me up. And he treated me very well. I’m getting over my insecurity little by little. At least now I know that he does find me attractive, even from that far away.

Being without him is getting easier. It’s still not my preferred way of life, and it never will be, but I didn’t break down crying more than a couple times today.

On a completely unrelated note, my wrist is cut! I wish I knew what it was from, and boy does it hurt!