I wish Matt was here. I found out that I’ve gained weight in the past two weeks, and I’m feeling rather down. I don’t really know what I’m doing wrong. I’m trying to not fall into a low, depressed trap again. Matt said that I can take $70 and buy myself “real” food to last a while. Sadly, I don’t know what to buy. Sigh.

I’m feeling very sad. It’s been two weeks since I had a hug. That’s no fun. 16 more days until I get to see my Matty again! Just about halfway there. I’ll make it through this. I’m starting to get excited that he’ll be coming back instead of being depressed that he’s gone. At least, the focus is on being excited. I’m still sad.

I’m not typing very well. I’m very tired. I did my Slim in Six video because I felt very angry about my weight and wanted to do something proactive about it. Instead I just hurt my poor body. And now I’m tired. Bleh.