I don’t have much to say, really. I cleaned more today, and made a yummy dinner. I farmed some more gold for my epic mount. Um, I discovered that my ankle isn’t just sore and swollen, it’s sprained. So yeah. That’s pretty unpleasant.

Someone give me something interesting to post about! I’m bored and lonely, and don’t do anything interesting anymore!

I woke up this morning with a sore throat. Yay, me! It’s really bad and I can hardly talk. It’s lovely. I’ve been sucking on Halls like my life depends on it, but nothing’s hitting that weird spot that hurts. I’d go into more detail but I don’t need to gross anybody out. So I’ll just sit here trying to clear my throat, sucking on Halls and water.

I also seem to have developed a splitting headache within the past hour. I wish I knew why that snuck up on me. All in all, today seems like it will be a pretty dull day. Even the weather agrees. It’s 3 in the afternoon and the sun is barely shining.

Since I’m so good at snarking lately, can anyone explain how somebody used the word “particually” instead of particularly? I tried saying the misspelled way, but it doesn’t even sound close enough that I can understand it! It’s not like “prolly” (which I also don’t care much for) where if you say it very fast, it almost sounds that way. No, “particually” is in a league of its own.

Today is just boring. I keep playing games but they keep crashing. I was in Second Life but it kept crashing to the desktop and giving me runtime errors. Lovely, huh? Eve did that a few times, too. But I’m playing it right now, doing some missions. I want to pack things and get rid of stuff in the storage room, but there’s so much that I hardly know where to begin. I might get a box out after this mission, though. A little bit at a time, and I might actually be able to get rid of some of the crap that is haunting this way-too-cluttered house. When we move (in June) I don’t want to be living in a tiny apartment with a million years’ worth of doubles of crap that wasn’t necessary in the first place, you know? I’m a no-clutter person.

In Second Life, I made a group for Lavish members. It’s so cool to see a bunch of us coming together in there! I still remember meeting Matt in there and how great it felt to have someone that I connected with that well.

So on my last daily post I said that the sharp pain was going away. I guess I was wrong. Today was very rough.

I’m feeling very lonely. I know that I have all of my online friends, but I feel like I’m still missing out on something. Matt goes out for lunch or dinner or both with people that are staying in the hotel with him and he seems to be having a good time. I’m happy for him. I sit at home still. I thought I would get out more, and I’ve been trying to. Socializing the other night was fun, playing games with Janelle and Lauren was a ton of fun. But I still feel like I’ll never really fit in anywhere.

Now it’s really great, because I won’t be able to go out during the day. Matt’s dad has decided that my car gets to stay at the top of the driveway. Meaning in order to go anywhere I’ll have to either move the other cars out of the driveway or else have someone move them for me. What a waste. I mean, they can drive each other’s cars (Matt’s parents, I mean) but I can’t, obviously. So yeah, parking on the street makes more sense for me. Oh well. I know it’s stupid and I’m probably overreacting but that’s the mood I’m in today.

Anyway, I’m hungry. Again. So I think I’m going to go get some food. Hopefully Matt’s feeling comforting and love-y when he comes back - I could use some sweetness in my life right now. I hate being alone. I really do. I know that I drive him crazy and honestly, I’m surprised he’s put up with me for this long. Hopefully, HOPEFULLY, he notices a change in me. Even a little one. I’m really trying.

Inspired by Amy, I decided memes are the way to go to pass some time right now. So, here we go.

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