I’m exhausted. I don’t know why. I think the seasons changing along with my brutal cold are doing me in. All I want to do is sleep but then I wake up with a pressure headache and it’s like I wasted all that rest.

I’ve been playing around on the WoW beta recently, and I’m looking forward to the expansion. Current WoW is boring to me lately. I don’t get in on some of the smaller raids that I want to (long story for another time, or no time at all) and Hyjal makes me gag just looking at it. I don’t mind fishing, though. That’s one thing I do daily without stressing. It’s almost like real-life fishing. You just go, cast your line, and wait for the bite. I’ve been tracking certain things about it lately (I’m fishing with a goal in mind) so that puts my inner number-cruncher at ease. I figure that being in the beta gives me a good head-start on figuring out what I want to do before Wrath, so I know what I need to accomplish first, before it comes out.

I feel this need to write, but nothing to write about. It’s awful. I’ve been lazy with a lot of things lately. I haven’t been taking my 2000 steps every day. I haven’t been writing as much as I want to. I haven’t been cleaning as much as I want to, and I have a mountain of laundry waiting to be tackled that I’m too tired to even look at. I really just want to sleep, and then feel all better when I wake up.

Less bored today, but only slightly. After Matt got off work (I’m already loving this new regular schedule thing), we spent a couple hours here and then went to Lawtons and Walmart. I had to mail off a few things and Matt needed some new pants for work and we needed a few little things between us. It was nice knowing that we had so much time after he got off work - I seem to lose track of time so quickly now that I’m not working. It’s frustrating. I’ve forgotten what it’s like to have a day drag on and on. Isn’t that weird? It’s some sort of housewife time warp thing.

I reinstalled GuildWars tonight. No clue why. Just felt like it, I guess. I still haven’t gotten the hang of the damn game. The camera drives me insane, though, I know that much. It’s too “swingy” - it keeps going when you rotate and it… I don’t know. It’s hard to explain. Anyone have any tips for me though? I’d sure like some!

Tomorrow is my cleaning day. I still haven’t put away my laundry from yesterday, and I have a bunch more things to do. Nothing too serious, but enough to keep me busy until Hyjal tomorrow night.

• Laundry away
• Bed made
• Clean my desk
• Clean Matt’s desk
• Take out bedroom trash
• Take any dishes out of the bedroom
• Clean up closet - it’s a disaster from Matt looking for his racing wheel
• Clean up the floor, put away all the junk on there
• Vacuum

Since I’ve been at this point in the blog writing process (seriously, this very sentence) for over an hour now, I’m going to leave you with this, showing how I celebrated Matt starting his new job today. Congratulations honey, I love you!

Obviously, it’s a great deal to a woman’s heart, too. Including my own.

I need to vent. After this morning, I had a rough day. The middle wasn’t so bad. After I got my laundry out of the dryer (still wet, mind you, because our apartment complex is cheap and won’t get good dryers) and took forever to fold it, I had a rather good day. I did some PvP with my guildmates (friends), I watched two episodes of House with Matt, ate a yummy dinner, started a new neighbourhood in The Sims 2… The day was going good.

Then… I started raiding. I’m in Hyjal tonight, which isn’t very shadowpriest-friendly to begin with. But my computer went berserk and I’ve died on both bosses we’ve killed so far, I’m way far down on the meters (yes, damage meters - they’re not everything but it’s a good judge of if I’m pulling my weight) and I’m generally feeling like tonight, raiding sucks. Oh, and one of my headphones is shorting out again and making freaky noises and not working. Why can headphones not last for me? I take good care of them. They’re always put away and in a safe spot. So why do they die?

Also, tomorrow I’m restarting this “diet” and “exercise” thing. I am so tired of shooting myself in the foot every time I start doing well. It just gets so tiring after a while that I want to give up. I just want to be happy, you know? I want to be content with myself.

* Quote from Francesco Guicciardini