I’m thinking about slightly re-vamping the site yet again. I need to make a perfect theme for myself and stick with it. Also coming up will be a DITL I did the other day, once I upload the photos and label them and all that. That’s the worst part of DITLs - they take so long!

I’ve been a bit down lately about everything and nothing all at the same time. I think it’s just my mental state. I need to get out and enjoy myself. I’m trying, though!

I’m honestly quite tired of lazy days, but I don’t get much else these days. I’ll be filling out my immigration paperwork within the next couple weeks and mailing that out, which is terrifying! I’ll be going in for volunteer training on Monday which is less scary. Other than that, I have absolutely nothing to do with my time!

Today I changed a few of my 101 things list. I was able to move rearrange the bedroom from the “to do” list to the “done” list, which is cool. I need to do a few of those other things on my own though. Maybe sometime in the next few weeks I’ll get them done! Another thing I changed is that I added something. I’ve wanted to do this for quite a while, so regardless of how silly it is, I added that I want to own either this ring or this ring. I’ve come so close to buying the mesh heart ring so many times that I couldn’t begin to count them, but always backed down. But I decided that I deserve something nice, and once I’m able to own that ring, then I will deserve it. Notice I didn’t say that I have to BUY it. Matt could buy it for me, or a family member, but I’ll most likely be buying it myself, which will probably make me feel proud!

Other than that… I’m attempting to eat healthier these days because I’m frustrated again with my weight. However, when am I not? I need to get back into the gym. I’ve been wanting to go with Katie, but she has been sick since we went last week, poor thing, so I think I just need to get myself in there and do it myself. I can’t rely on anyone but myself! I just feel so worthless these days. The depression is hitting me pretty hard lately and not much makes it better. I think it’s cabin fever. I spent Canada Day doing laundry, and I never go out, and I don’t have a tan. But that’s news for another time.

How many people right now are pregnant? Raise your hand, please, so I can get a good count! Don’t worry, my hand isn’t going up anytime soon. This isn’t any kind of a special announcement, but instead more of an observation.

First of all, I’d like to congratulate my “twin”, Leesha on her beautiful new baby boy. He’s adorable and healthy and I couldn’t be happier for Leesha and Joe! I know just how bad they wanted this, and now they have it… It seems like just yesterday she told me she was pregnant, though!

Now, about pregnant people… I know of so many that I can hardly keep track of them! There’s Ashley, a girl I was friends with a while ago, a girl I went to middle school with, a fairly new friend of mine, a friend of a friend… Am I missing anyone? Oh yes, there was a woman in my yoga class. She just had her baby, though, a couple weeks ago. It’s craziness, I tell you.

Times like these, I’m glad I’ve got a Brita!

Edit: I forgot to mention something! I was telling Matt about the baby “epidemic” (for lack of a better word) the other day on the way into Superstore, and as soon as I had said something we saw a pregnant lady come out of the doors. How’s that for timing?