The snow came down like crazy while we slept, so we woke up to a blanket of white over everything - except the cars. Matt thinks it may have rained and that would be why we have no snow on the cars. That would make sense, wouldn’t it? The plow came through the parking lot and pushed all the snow off the road into the backs of our cars, so it will be lovely if it doesn’t melt enough to easily go over it.

I bought our Christmas cards yesterday, but I’m not sure exactly what I want to do with them yet. I’m picky about things like that, and while I’d like to send a little photo of us or something, there just aren’t a lot of photos, so that probably won’t happen. I might buy some Christmas letterhead and write up a little “update” letter to go in, though, just saying what we’ve been up to. It’s probably the least I can do for my family that I haven’t seen in three or more years, right? I think I might buy some address labels, too. But maybe, not, because it would look nice to have them all hand-written. I’ll decide later.

Part of me is wanting to redo my 101 things list for some reason. I’ve accomplished a lot on it but it’d be much better if I got to feel that accomplishment again, I guess. I need new goals. They’ve changed a lot. Would it be wrong to start it again, 450-something days before it’s done?

My favourite jeans just fell apart. Huge hole in the leg. I can no longer wear them. This makes me very sad, as it should, because I don’t own any other jeans that fit. I have one pair that’s a BIT too small, so I’ll have to figure out a way to start fitting into those if I want to go anywhere. Darn it!

In other news, we’re expecting a huge storm tonight apparently. Well, more like tomorrow morning. Still, lots of snow and that means a nice weekend in! We’ve finished all of our errands and gotten some food for the weekend so we shouldn’t have to leave for anything. Exciting, huh?

As for Naxx last night, it went wonderfully. We cleared spider and plague wings and got to the four horsemen, when we decided to kill Sartharion. I got four upgrades yesterday between heroics and Naxx and another one today. I’m doing pretty well for myself!

I don’t know why, but it’s freezing in our room right now. I wonder if the rest of the apartment is as cold as this… Ok, nope, it’s not quite this cold. I wonder why. Our room is warmer than the rest of them in the summer and cooler than the rest of them when it’s cold out. It makes no sense!

Went to the gym today. Did ten minutes on the bike and went in for Body Attack and only made it halfway through before my hips and back were hurting so bad that I had to leave. I was disappointed, but not too disappointed, because hey, I made it there, right? That’s got to be a step in the right direction. If I’m not too sore tomorrow I might go again and do weights and some cardio. Maybe.

I feel like I need to get out more and do things. I think this summer will be good for me though - relaxing in the sun, going to the beach, hanging out in the apartment. I have plans, but nothing too serious. We’ll see how it goes!

Last but not least: 3 days until Sex and the City! *squeal*

Look at this weather. WHY is it snowing again? I just got rid of the crap. My birthday is in 9 days. If it’s snowing on my birthday, I will cry. For real. Not fair!

The weather lately is driving me insane. I want it to be sunny and warm already. One day, it’ll be cold and there will be snow. The next day, it’ll be sunny and warm. Last night? We had a rainstorm. Yes, rain. Earlier in the week, they were expecting a snowstorm - almost a blizzard. Nope, it rained.

Once the weather gets warmer I might start walking places or try to figure out the bus system and head downtown. I really want to go downtown by myself and walk around taking photos, but I’m afraid to for some reason. I’d like to convince Matt to take the bus with me one time so I can see exactly what I need to do, where to go from, where to go to, how to get back… He’s not a fan of any of it though. He doesn’t want to walk around downtown, he hates the bus, he hates going out for no reason. So I think I’ll have to stay here. It’s nothing against him, he just doesn’t like to do it.

I think that’s another thing I need to work on. I need to be more confident and self-assured. I can’t keep depending on someone to hold my hand when I do everything, but really, right now, I have no choice. I hate being here in this “new” place and not knowing anyone or being able to do anything myself. I feel like I’m 8 years old or something.

You know how some people have a list of things to do around the house? You know, sweep, vacuum, dust, garbage, dishes, etc. Well, I have a list of things to fix about myself.

• Weight. I need to lose a lot of weight and keep it off.
• Self-confidence. I need to be able to say “I can do this” and actually believe it. About anything.
• Friends. I need to make local friends and stop being a recluse. I’m not as miserable about it as I was, but I still get lonely from time to time.
• Immigration. I need to finish this. That’s obvious, though. It’s in progress, though.

I mostly just need to start living more for myself and not waiting. What am I waiting for?