It has been pretty rough. Not quite as rough as I expected, but I miss him like crazy. I can only hope that it gets easier along the way. As I’ve said a million times, I’ll wait forever for him. This is the kind of love that will last forever. And besides, like he said, we’ll be so much stronger at the end of this!

I can’t wait to start planning our wedding. It’ll be a little rough to plan unless we know exactly how long we have, but I can start getting some ideas together. The ideas, as we get them together, will be organized here.

Really, though, I’m looking more forward to what comes after the wedding. We really have a good future ahead of us once we get the immigration stuff out of the way. I can’t see us ever being unhappy. And for the first time in my life, I can actually picture what it’ll be like, to an extent. I’m not good at seeing myself “down the road” at all. But I see myself with him.

Love really is an amazing feeling, once you share it with a person who really deserves it. :heart

Go here. It rocks!

To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn’t think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can’t explain.
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I’m wasting away.
I know I’ll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you. ♥

-Incubus