Go here. It rocks!

To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn’t think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can’t explain.
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I’m wasting away.
I know I’ll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you. ♥

-Incubus

I wish I didn’t have to be without him again. I’m going to miss him like crazy. Even now, just looking at him while he sleeps, I’m overwhelmed with the urge to just start sobbing. Again.

How on Earth am I supposed to say goodbye to someone I love so much? How can I watch him walk away?

Is this supposed to hurt this much? Is there any way to make this easier?

All I know, is that once he can come to me, I’ll be waiting for him. I’ll be there for him for as long as it takes. Because if you love someone, you’re willing to wait forever if you have to.

We can disappear. We can raise some money. Sell everything and just leave the country. Senorita? Mexico. Why not? We can get a little house on the beach. Take a different name. People do it all the time… We could fish all day. We could learn to play the guitar. I would serenade you to sleep every night. We’ll just live the rest of our lives on that beach. And then when we die, we can just push out to sea. What do you think? Sounds perfect.

–Unfaithful (2002)

If only it were that easy.