I’m such a perfectionist, sometimes, that it even annoys me.
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I saw a sign today as I was driving to my interview.

4′9″ is the magic number. Kids under this height need a booster seat!

I’m only 4 inches taller than this. That sucks.

Do I need a booster seat?

All my posts lately have been about finding a job.

I know, I know, I’m boring.

I’m sorry. I truly am.

I just don’t have anything terribly exciting going on lately.

Just a ton of stress and drama. Stupid people in my life, too many bills to pay, and I’m living back with my mom and stepdad.

Add a SEVERE case of baby fever and a horrible case of missing my Matty to that, and you’ve got a girl who doesn’t feel much like embracing reality.

I swear, this is unreasonable. I sent my resume to 4832904832908q9084903284903 places, because I wasn’t getting any responses. Sure enough, suddenly, they’re raining down on me.

Today isn’t so bad - it’s not even a real interview (I don’t think) - I’m pretty sure it’s a hiring seminar, since they said to “reserve my seat” - I’m thinking that means a whole bunch of people in a room while they tell us about the company and take our resumes. A new experience, if nothing at else.

Tomorrow’s gonna suck though. I have an interview in Auburn Hills at 1:00, then I have to be in Flint at 2:30 for another interview. I REALLY would like the 2nd job (if I could do it from home, and seeing as how it’s a webmaster position, I don’t see why not - that area is kinda ghetto, though, so I wouldn’t want to WORK there), but there’s a slight catch. I will be rushing like crazy. From point A to point B, there is a 42 minute drive (according to Mapquest.). So that means my interview has to be at MOST 40 minutes in order for me to be 5 minutes early. Seems reasonable, but my first interview at the job I’m holding out for was an hour and a half long, since I got along really well with the woman giving it - we sat and chatted for a while.

This could be rough.

But now I cry myself to sleep
Only you are what I need
We can make it if we try
I am nowhere without you
I don’t know what I should do
Cause my tears will never dry
And I still wonder why…

♥ ♥ ♥

I miss you, baby.