Words Unspoken|Today is where your book begins, the rest is still unwritten.

I’m doing everything I can to stay out of the hospital right now. I’ve been pretty much bedridden since Friday, and I’m running a fever (over 100), not to mention the fact that I literally haven’t eaten anything since Saturday, when I had a half a slice of pizza, and that’s it.

I can’t figure out why I keep getting these infections, but I can definitely tell you it hurts. I’ve been crying and screaming for the past couple days, and it feels like someone is sitting behind/under me punching me in the kidneys.

I can only hope it goes away on its own - I can’t afford the bloodwork that they’d have to do at the hospital.

I don’t know where my motivation has went. I was so excited about my site for so long, and now I’ve kinda left it in the dust. So I’m actually going to get back to it now, trying to actually update it and take care of it. And I’m hunting for a new layout now. So expect some life to be breathed back into it, slowly, but surely.