I wish Matt was here. I found out that I’ve gained weight in the past two weeks, and I’m feeling rather down. I don’t really know what I’m doing wrong. I’m trying to not fall into a low, depressed trap again. Matt said that I can take $70 and buy myself “real” food to last a while. Sadly, I don’t know what to buy. Sigh.

I’m feeling very sad. It’s been two weeks since I had a hug. That’s no fun. 16 more days until I get to see my Matty again! Just about halfway there. I’ll make it through this. I’m starting to get excited that he’ll be coming back instead of being depressed that he’s gone. At least, the focus is on being excited. I’m still sad.

I’m not typing very well. I’m very tired. I did my Slim in Six video because I felt very angry about my weight and wanted to do something proactive about it. Instead I just hurt my poor body. And now I’m tired. Bleh.

The things I’m noticing lately are rather funny. I have a very distinct impression of whether I like a person (or song, TV show, movie) or not, and it seems to stick with me, even if I don’t know it’s the same person.

Take Katherine Heigl for example. We all know her as Izzie Stevens on Grey’s Anatomy. Obviously she’s been in many, many more things, but that’s her big thing right now.

Well, in one of my IMDB surfing-sessions today, I was looking for a particular movie that I brought up in a conversation with Stacy. The movie, in case you care, was Pixel Perfect. Upon finding this movie, I felt a wave of nostalgia wash over me. I enjoyed the Disney Channel Original Movies very much. Still do, but I’m a nerd, and that’s a different story entirely. I decided to look up some other movies on the list at Answers.com. Somehow I come across Wish Upon a Star and remember how much I loved that movie. Then I look at the cast and who else is one of the lead actresses, but Katherine Heigl. I was surprised to see that even after 11 years, I still love her as an actress!

Another lovely discovery I made today was this:

Lately I’ve been listening to a collection I have of the songs in the Grey’s Anatomy episodes. I’ve become quite a fan of Tegan and Sara, especially their song “Where Does the Good Go?”. You can hear that song in this video on YouTube. I look at some more YouTube videos of them, and discover that they also sang Walking With a Ghost, which was a song that played every day while I worked at Forever 21. I loved that song! Go figure, huh?

Does anyone else feel terribly irked when a person uses “O” “C” or “Y” as a replacement for a word? I, for some reason, use “K” instead of “okay” but I also say it as “‘kay” so it doesn’t bother me as much. But “o i c” makes my skin crawl. Type the extra three letters and make yourself look like an intelligent human being. Please? Thank you.

What makes you envious….?

We all have things about our friends that make us slightly envious. Not in a bad way, but in a “Wow! I wish I had that person’s hair/eyes/money/relationship/toenails/whatever” way.

So tell me what about me makes you envy me, then post this and see what makes me envious of you.