I’m tired. I cleaned a bunch today, did some “farming” on my priest (I made over 300 gold today!), finished up Karazhan and pretty much spent my day alone and bored. I had a pretty rough night mentally and emotionally, but I had a couple people who helped and made me feel back on track.

There’s a lot going on in my head lately. A lot of things that I want to change about myself, but don’t have the drive, or the courage, or the opportunity. And sometimes I start out strong, and end up not-so-strong. I need to make a list of these things, but I’m going to do it somewhere privately. It’s a private thing, you know?

I think one thing that has gotten to me is feeling invisible. Right now, it’s with some raids. I’ll study an encounter, read up on it, know what is “supposed” to happen like the back of my hand, but nobody listens to my suggestions. I think it gets to me more because I dealt with this while I was working, too. I had good, organized, logical suggestions for how to fix things, but nobody listened. I really hope I can work on making myself heard.

Anyway, it’s really late (early, really, because it’s morning!) so I need some sleep. Badly. My body is very angry with me right now. My ankle is swollen, and I don’t know why. i don’t remember hitting it, but I probably did at some point.

I’m in a good mood today. Well, I was, because the day’s almost over. But you get the idea.

Matt’s parents left for vacation today. They’ll be gone for a few months, I guess, and we have the apartment all to ourselves. It’s really freeing and I like the way it feels. Plus, I like playing housewife and cleaning and organizing, when I don’t have to worry about other people around watching me do it. It’s fantastic that way.

I need to do some serious farming in World of Warcraft. I need to get my tailoring to 375 so i can learn the last two patterns that I have. I’m at 369 right now, so 6 points to go. I also need to collect a lot of materials and things like that. I have a huge list full.

Katie came over today and hung out. I made fajitas out on the grill and Matt fried some chicken fingers and we had a nice lunch and then we watched some Grey’s Anatomy. She’d never seen it, so it was nice. I think she’ll like it.

Anyway, it’s almost bedtime and I have things I want to do.

I am now the proud owner of a Nathrezim Mindblade. It goes very well with my Jewel of Infinite Possibilities!

I installed a new mod today, but upon testing it, it seems it doesn’t work. It’s supposed to link World of Warcraft items, but it’s being goofy. See? [item]Frozen Shadoweave Robe[/item]

Anyway, my Karazhan team has decided to move on to Gruul. We’ve got enough people now, so I’m excited. It’s moving at a much better pace.

I wish I had more to say. Matt’s parents leave tomorrow. That is very exciting. But, I’m off to raid some Karazhan and pray for shadow priest goodies, so… adios!

Oh no! I’m glad I’ve made my own rules on when a day ended, because otherwise I would have failed for today. That’s right, failed. So it’s good I’ve decided that a day ends when I go to sleep, and not when the day is officially over according to the clock.

Anyway, the reason I forgot to post is because (*gasp*) I’m boring! Seriously, I didn’t do much of anything today. Played World of Warcraft a bit. Sat standby for a raid in The Eye. The only reason I could get in without completing the attunement quest is because, as of today’s patch, there is no more attunement! I’m very happy about this. The rest of the week is Karazhan and possibly Gruul’s Lair.

Speaking of Karazhan, my raiding group, Drunken Raiders, downed Nightbane for the first time last night! After that, we decided we just had to go kill the beast boss to consider it our first full clear. It felt very good to be part of something so big for us. I’d seen him down before, but never had it felt so damn good! Click here for a screenshot, if you’re into that type of thing. As always, I’m the shadowy witch-like bunch of pixels in the middle!

Anyway, I’m going to get back to playing Viva Piñata and then get ready for bed!