I don’t know what it is. I’m feeling cranky and angry and bitchy and rant-y… I think it’s because I’m getting sick or something. I’ve felt like crap the past few days. I can’t get past it, so I’m posting it here, I guess.

First of all, being arrogant? NOT COOL. Stop talking. Stop going on about how you know what’s going on and how to do everything, and just listen. If you’ve never fucking done this fight, you can’t possibly know how it’s going, now can you? No. So shut up and let the people who have done it explain it.

Also, I’m thinking of making a big change in my life, but I’m not sure how (or even whether) to go about it. It’s a hard decision but it will help my mental well-being immensely, and hopefully improve my social life. This being lonely and depressed all the time thing isn’t working. And to cut off rumours before they start, it has nothing to do with Matt. Matt, Elyse and Stacy are just about the only people that are keeping me sane lately.

I don’t know. Do you ever feel like you want to scream at someone for a million reasons? Like you’re claustrophobic in a room and can’t get out? I do.