It’s SO snowy outside. I might take a picture. We went to go get Matt’s new phone for work tonight, then we went to a buffet for dinner and ate like pigs. Okay, not really, but it was delicious!

After that, we went and saw Matt’s brother. He just got out of the hospital after having surgery to remove a tumor from his brain… Scary stuff. Watching hospital dramas doesn’t help with the scariness, either. He’s looking pretty good, though. He seemed a tiny bit disoriented but he was walking and talking and he seemed okay. I’m glad he’s okay.

I can’t believe Christmas is so soon! We still have a bunch of people to shop for, but we have to figure out WHAT to get them first! I’m sure we’ll think of something.

Mew Mew is just like every other cat I’ve ever had in one way, and one way only - she always knows when I need a buddy. She’s been laying here on my computer for the past 20 minutes, just laying and letting me pet her.

Cats are good friends for that reason. They’re there when you need them, without judging or getting irritated, unless you poke them or something, but that’s your own fault.

It’s strange that it’s 3:00 and people are still sleeping. Matt and I may go see his brother in the hospital. It’s up to Matt, because I don’t know how to get there or anything, but I think it’d be nice to go see him. You know, considering he just had surgery and all.

I haven’t mailed out my Christmas cards yet, which probably makes me a bad Christmas Card writer, but in light of recent events, I think it’s a good thing that I didn’t. Save me some stamps!

Anyway, do you believe in New Years’ Resolutions? I don’t, really. But one big thing that I’m going to do, starting now, is change things for myself. I was putting an emphasis on the wrong types of relationships, and I didn’t even realize it until now. The people that care about me are important to me, and instead of looking for new ones, the relationships with the ones I have now can be better. Why try to be someone that I’m not to impress someone that, quite frankly, I’ll never be good enough for? Not worth it. I might as well just take control of my life and be happy myself!

Anyway, this is getting boring, so I’m going to stop and lounge around being lazy. It’s a lazy kind of day.

I have one more reason to hate Myspace now. Not like I needed one, but still. Every time I try to visit someone’s page, it crashes my browser (both Flock and Firefox!) so I’m pretty much done with it. Not like I used it much anymore anyway!

Speaking of frustrations, I’m very frustrated with a friend of mine, but I can’t go into why. I just don’t know what the deal is anymore. I think my problem is that I’m just so desperate for friends that when one is a not-so-good one, I don’t feel I can “afford” to let the friendship die off. That’s been my problem for a very long time. Don’t worry, though. If you’re thinking it’s you, you’re probably wrong.

Matt and I did a bunch of our Christmas shopping yesterday. We have a few people to shop for still, but there’s still a week and a half left, so I’m not worried. It’s nice to actually be able to give gifts this year, instead of like last year when we couldn’t. The year before that was even worse, though. We had to save our money for our trip, so we rented movies at Blockbuster instead of buying each other gifts. I’m just grateful to be with him for another year. It’s nice having him to depend on.

Anyway, I’m getting exhausted, and I want to get up fairly early tomorrow, so it’s off to bed and to watch House.