I think it’s insane, really. It’s crazy that Christmas takes so long and so much effort to prepare for, and then it’s just a few hours. But it was so worth it in those few hours! I had a great Christmas, personally. I’m not going to go into all that I got as presents, because I don’t see a need to, but I’m happy because I got to spend time with Matt and his family, and had a good time. I loved seeing the look on everyone’s faces when they opened their gifts. It was awesome knowing that we made them all smile!

Do you ever have those really strange moments of clarity when you realize that everything’ll be okay, because it has to be okay? I feel like I’m walking around in a daze right now, but honestly, everything is okay. I have problems and worries and things that make me terrified, but really, things will be okay. It doesn’t matter what happens, things will be okay. I have the most awesome husband, and his family has been so good to me. I have fantastic friends, and they’ve been there for me when I need them.

Speaking of friends, I’ve come to a conclusion lately. People might give me a hard time for spending time on the computer and playing games, but really, if I enjoy it, who cares? My friends are in the games I play, and they play them too, so why would I sacrifice spending time with awesome people like them just for the chance to leave my apartment? Of course, I still want to go out every once in a while, but why do I need better friends than I already have? Just because they’re far away doesn’t make them any less awesome.