Mew Mew is going to get spayed tomorrow. This is totally routine and necessary, I know, but I’m still freaking out.

I’ve had bad luck with cats going to vets and never leaving. My first cat when I was young was overdosed on her anesthetic when she was being put under and never woke up. Another cat I had went into the vet for a simple procedure and had to be put down because they found a tumor that was causing him pain and could not be removed.

I’m so afraid she’s going to go in the morning and not come back. I know it’s pathetic but she just… She can’t not come back, you know? Ugh.