It seems to be getting warmer outside, and with the sunshine and a nice even breeze coming in the window, I’ve felt more productive every day this week than before. I hope this holds through until Monday, when I go to the gym/grocery store. I was mistaken for a pregnant woman the other day and about wanted to cry. I blame this one two things though: I was wearing a flowy shirt with jeans that are too big, so it probably looked like I was wearing maternity clothes, and the lady was a bit older and a bit batty. However, this brush with embarrassment has steeled my resolve to lose this weight.

I think I have a serious body image problem. I think I see myself as much bigger and much more disgusting than I am. Because of this, I’m doing everything I can to improve my self-image. I think that with every thing that I “pat myself on the back” for and everything that I do to enhance my physical appearance will be worth it in the end. Take today for example. At the grocery store yesterday, I saw the most adorable skirt. It was calf-length and black and flowy and soft, and best of all, it was only $19! Since I still had some Christmas money left over from my Grandma, I decided I’d get it. But not only would I buy the skirt, but I’d wear it. As I’ve told a few people lately, I’m getting more and more settled into my role as a housewife and I’d honestly like to start dressing like wives and mothers dressed in the 1950s. Before you start thinking I’m crazy, just remember how tame it is in comparison to what a lot of people are doing these days!

So, I bought the skirt. And even though I spent today cleaning, I wore that skirt and my black shoes all day. Even up and down to the basement for laundry. And I’ll tell you, I felt better about myself already! For those who are wondering, here’s a picture of the skirt:

Also, speaking of pictures, my DITL from yesterday is up now. Go look at it, if you want!

It’s amazing what a clean room will do to your mood. I’m so content right now. My desk is clean, my floor is vacuumed, and all the laundry except for a basket of socks is put away. What a great evening.